Confusion and delusion

at the moment im just a struggling author who had wrote his own book.The book ended prematurely but i jz act as a author who is desperate to keep the pages running. In the midst of confusion and delusion, the chapters were filled with thorns and tears.Its a book that never shud been written at all.
Now all the author wants to do is burn the book and start over with a new one.

nobody is perfect.
what we want are just empty dreams.
we can never have what we want in our life.
what we can ever get is just something similiar.
something near what we want but it just isnt.
life's never perfect.well,for me.

its february 2009 and so far i've only got 1 post this year.OMG...wat have gotten into me?Well..suddenly ive just gotten the slightest of feelings to write jz a lil...
then to actually look at the day...i slightly understand why...its a tuesday and i think i jz got absorbed to thinking mode.....(ss...i think u noe y its tuesday hehe)

anywayz....wat am i gonna write in this blog is a big problem for me rite now...im seriously blank...hmm..lemme think...
sigh....Valentines is coming soon...its going to be a superbly lonely Valentines this year...not that my past valentines are exciting..=.=
during my college life....assignment deadlines always managed to squeeze in to the valentines schedule.
dang..~* somehow im feeling im gonna write things in this post straying away from wat im actually suppose to say =.=
well...as i was writing this post...i terserempak wif a pic which i think i looks cool..=.=

man im so perasan.......

going back to the valentine's topic....well...i am seriously lost on how will i celebrate it this year....
u will feel excited bout it if u have sumone in you already..
a certain somebody that you would want to protect,
a person you would give it all...
i heard of a quote....
"when there's love,
There's life"
how true this line may be....
coz my life seems lifeless without love now..
i wonder when will i meet the one?
whatever it is...life must move on.....jz keep striving for myself is all i can do i guess...

ops..to all who's reading...this is jz a meaningless post from a guy with a meaningless moment to spare at a meaningless hour thinking about meaningless stuff...

“Smile. Cause you never know who is looking forward it everyday”

Smile without a doubt is something everyone can do but….not everyone can do it sincerely. Smile plays a very important part in each of every individual’s life. As some people and researchers always say, every time you carved out your valuable smile, it requires one to move thousands of muscles of the mouth. Very true indeed. If you saw a guy who is fat yet his face is thin, you got to admit this particular guy sure smiles a lot. Oh, I must remind you guys all my words are baseless without any source to back it. In other word, I’m generally BS (bullsh*t).

Back to what I’m saying before my words become too irrelevant from what I’m trying to say here. The next thing that I want to say is smile is the best thing a person can do. “What’s so great bout a smile? I smile everyday and nothing happened to me” must be thing you might be thinking right now (well, I did not say ALL of you thinks the same). I just want to tell you, your smile will definitely makes a difference. You might not be able to tell right now but time will tell. Trust me in this. You will never know who actually admires your smile each and every moment. It can be your parents (this is a fact), friends around you, your partner, a stranger or even your enemy.

R.I.P-ReBlogging In Pending....

well..guys...for your information..my blog is not DEAD....and will not be dead unless i say it is...so......
DONT MOURN YET!!!

Benard is still around the corner....muahahahaha...

well.i apologise for not updating my blog.been slacking in office bz in office in recent months.so...whoever is reading this blog of mine....BE THANKFUL ON THIS CHRISTMAS EVE...caused I have finally updated my blog though its a hard job done...


anywayz...after MIA for so long,im also lost in what should i write in this post.well,one thing for sure,(i think) this is my 1st post of this month!!!clap*clap*clap*clap*

dun think i wud be putting a lot of pictures in this post though,coz i dun really have time to take any nice pic,but i promise i will update my future post ASAP wif pictures as well.

Be warned..this post will be dead boring with a lot of philosophy and quotes that i can randomly think of.

so i believe most of you have heard of this,
"to be or not to be,That's a question
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well,of coz u do...its by our ever popular mr.Shakespear...but..i got an even better one.
To be Or not to Be.thats not a question.thats a choice of answer.just like yes or no.
seriously,sometimes, we keep usin to be or not to be like nobody's business.people always trouble them with questions they cant answer,and i admit i am one of them.rather than making it unanswerable,why not make it a choice of answers that we can choose?wont it makes our day brighter?at least we have two answers rather than two questions.so,if you ever come across questions that involves choices,make it answers u cant choose rather questions you cant answer.

another thing is,i keep thinking,wudnt it be wonderful if i were to be born in a disgustingly rich family?like a son to Trump,Gates,etc....or any random rich family.but to think again,why wan to trouble ourselves with such tots?my parents are the best parents in the world to me.now i have a new resolution.rather always daydreaming, i have tot of this,
"rather than have a rich parents,why CANT my parents have a rich son?"
its the same rite.i want a rich parents so that i am rich.but if i made myself rich,isnt it the same?
sounds so much better than having a golden spoon fed to my mouth(but it sounds yummy).

what else i want to say?basically blank out from my mind d....will try to update a post on Christmas since i wont be doing anything i guess...anywayz.....
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

La Senza ala Cheataa....

Well..i think most of you ppl have heard of La senza rite?especially gurls....SCREW LA SENZA dude...well...im so hyped up not bcoz of their product,but the way they are doing "charity".

If you ppl noticed,on today's newspaper of The Sun i came across an article of La Senza doing charitable work to assist women's aid organization or sum organization.I was impressed at first...but then as i read on...it states,buy the bear,50% of the sales will be channeled to the organization.I was.."alrite..cool....not all firms give away 50% of sales to charity"...but then the nxt line pissed me off big time...the price of the bear is sumwhat near RM70.WTF...and from the pic of the bear in the newspaper, I dont think its worth RM70 at all.Its more like they are selling a RM35.00 bear,charge another RM35.00 so that when they channel the 50% of the sale,they are selling their product at the same time borrowing the term "charity" to generate sale.
Its just the same as if La Senza is selling their bear in the name of charity,and at the same time,telling customers,"Hey...gimme RM35!!!"Its like robbing RM35 from consumers at the same time asking them to buy their bear.
When you do the maths,La Senza are contributing 0----Z.E.R.O. amount of money to the organisation.SCREW YOU!!!Sometimes...i just hate these type of marketers with their evil marketing ploy...Screw YOU to maxxxx!!!

After da damn f'cking post..i feel damn f'ckin good.ah..the power of blogging...seriously...was damn pissed off just now,but the moment i finished,it just gone off,though still feeling f'cked up.thats my only f'cked up post so far.anywayz...will try to update as much as i can this comin week or so...i noe i have been abandoning my blog.

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Stop F*Cking wITh mY LIFe

F*CK OFF!!!WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE MESSING AROUND WITH ME?JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE BORN 2 YEARS AHEAD DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN F*CKING MESS WITH ME.
YOU ACTED LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.AND F'CK OFF BOUT BIG SIS PROTECTING LIL BRO.YOU NEVER DID A F'CKING SINGLE THING.
F'CK OFF.....BLAME ME FOR WRECKING THE CAR.F'CK YOU TOO FOR SECRETLY WRECKING THE CAR AND BLAME IT ON ME.
F'CK YOU COZ IF YOU ARE REALLY WORKING SO WELL....GET YOUR OWN F'CKING CAR,F'CKER....!!!!
F'CK YOU!!!!F'CK YOU!!!F'CK YOU!!!!
NOW...WHY AM I EVEN SOOOOOO F'CKED UP FOR SUCH A F'CK UP PERSON?OH YA...COZ SHE'S MESSING WITH MY F'CKIN LIFE!!!!!
F'CK YOU!!!!!!!