looking back into 2009,a lot of things had happened.good ones,bad ones,and those unimportant memories.
it seems like no matter what i do, its never enough.looking bk at the checklist of things i want (tentatively)
ust an update of my wishlist...
a 32" LCD TV in my room---> Next
new year resolution
-->get all the wishlist completed
-->reduce smoking....shud i quit?
-->remember to blog (shud i jz twitter?)
-->Get someone who is willing to share my memories with me.
-->control my temper...its shitty especially when i am talking to Celcom careline ppl.
--> cut 10kg of weight
seriously,i dont freaking know why i am sharing so many personal words in this blog,which i never tot i wud.i have a personal blog which i normally shout there when i am super uber stressed. to think of it,i've stopped complaining to the blog for a very freaking long
i feel so lost sometimes. thinking,am i doing the right things,and am i doing things right?
have i lost my way?have i lost my thinking...or is it i am just thinking too much?
i miss a few people rite now, who had made a huge difference in my life. Of course,im not talking bout my parents whom im so indebted with...(and so are u to ur parents)
there are two girls that actually made me go nuts over them in my life,which at the same time i feel proud to have liked and loved such brilliant ladies. firstly is Alicia, whom i keep saying she is love at first sight. and the second being Si Ying, whom i hope at the very least,she had forgiven me of my ignorance.this two ladies seriously change whom i am now. and i am also brave enough to say,Alicia,you bring the biggest impact in my life.
well guys,i guess after these rantings,you finally get to know the other side of me....but i dont care.
anywayz...i dont even know if there is any living readers to my blog anymore.....hahahaha.