My Feelings rite now...

I found out a fact today that it is hard to love a person, but it is even harder to make a person love you.
It is hard to love someone deeply, but it is even harder to get a person to love you even more deeply.....
people might said.."i noe that a long time d la..",hence i can only say i might be more ignorant than that person. Seriously, i dun need that person to love me more than i love her....all i want is affection from her...to get her to tell me she love me too,to share anything together....

Sometimes i'm wondering,shud i jz stop to tell a person i like her or sumthing...and wait til she make the 1st step?by doing this,i save all the embarassment...
I really dont ask much,i simply wish for that when i tell you i really like you,or I love you,you will say the same thing back to me....
After all my experience,i also wondering,is it that i cant give security to a person i cherish?is it i cant show that im really serious?I noe that i might be kinda joker most of the time,but all i really wanted to tell you is how much i really love you,how much i care bout you,and dont care what other people think of me,i jz need you to understand.Or perhaps its just me who doesnt understand anything yet...its simply pure ignorance....

Sometimes,putting all your effort seems like it will never be enough,
sometimes it hurts to love,but without love, you hurts more.
It hurts to see couples spending time together on Valentines when im alone,
It hurts to see them watching movies in cinema in couple seat,
It hurts to see them holding hands and say how they love each others,
It hurts to see them supporting each other when they're down,
It hurts to see them wiping each other's tears may it be tears of joy or sorrow,
It hurts to see them exchange gifts during birthdays and Christmas....
It really hurts,to cry alone, or laugh alone....It really hurts.

Im really tired,maybe its jz we who doesnt understand a single thing at all....like i said,ignorant.....I noe you will never read this,but when you really read this,i hope you can noe how important you are to me rite now...
im putting all my feelings in this post rite now,hence whats written is written,i cant promise myself that i wont be thinking of this anymore,but i hope that all unwanted feelings will be left here without leaving too much regrets in my heart....

Disclaimer:THANKS for reading my blog.however,to those who feels like critising my post,or hates any of my idea,please do remember that this is my blog,which also acts as my diary,therefore i have the right to post any sort of information i want,in which i believe could've done no harm on any of the people that knows me...therefore i ask for understanding.

Tribute to Tan Sri Datuk Ong Teng Wai ::(*3*)::

So basically this post is written reluctantly, but i am man who acknowledge people's work,so now i'm going to reveal the mastermind behind all my photoshop work for my assignments. Presenting, Sg. Long's very own "Tan Sri Datuk Ong Teng Wai"...=.= now lets have a look at a few of his hard work for me...He's an architecture student from UCSI. The one in the picture is da BOSS!!!


EXIBIT 1

Basically this is my retail marketing assignment which we have to create a shop.my group created a restaurant. Teng Wai's contribution in this assignment was to use 3D sketchup to create this shop for me...many thanks

EXHIBIT 2

this is a website layout design done by him

EXHIBIT 3

and last but not least, is this Cadbury chocolate cover.

So again i announce my special thanks to Teng Wai for making most of my assignment a success.Thank you very much!!!!

My 2005 assignment...LOL....right from da Dusty File..

well...basically in this blog I'm gonna show you guys my English subject assignment..yupz..ENGLISH!!!So, for this assignment,me and my group members basically needs to create a product prototype and a report for it.all in a mere 4 weeks or so..its a short semester...so I think you guys probably know how stress it is.But cause its already a yesterday thing...i will just show off the pictures only...(of course with caption)



Me "processing" raw material....Carpenter of da project


My QC checking on da quality.."hmm..shud be a nail here"~Steven


Si tao poh of project..(^3^)--->>>Ms Regina...[terleft out in original vers.]


VOILA~~!!!the finished good!!!

haha..in the end got one of the highest mark in the class...=.= but sadly,the difference between best mark and lousiest mark is less than 5...out of 100.ridiculuos...

mY bEsT aSsIgNmEnT sO fAr???

Well....just last Thursday, i managed to rush a crazy advertising assignment.used up 2 days to finish it. the product is Cadbury chocolate that I've invented.On Wednesday, i woke up at 10am after delaying for many hours..=.= finally decided to continue doing the assignment.i did full stretch til 4am roughly[non-stop except for dinner break-no lunch break]. finally finished it before the class,except for printing.Hehe...now I'm gonna show off my assignment to you guys...though only the creative part....[Picture top..description below picture]

This is The Packaging...can you notice the chocolate bar he's holding?hehe..



well...this is the chocolate ive made...MY GOD LOOK AT THE SIZE....XXXXXL...Size of a table..



My Story Board...Main character,Scrat from Ice Age


My "Chocolate Unwrapped..even got alluminium foil lol...


Me with my chocolate in the special folder of the carrying case..hehe


Look...Got expiry Date summore leh....even Barcode also there...wat detail lol...


This,my friends, is the table of content..can be "inserted" into a Jean's pocket...wakakaka




My lovely and Pretty Models trying out my chocolate..

And that ends this session of my blog post on this assignment...Hope can get highest mark in the class for this effort....
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Eh....Caught red Handed...I want eat this chocolate leh...

Adios.....AMMM!!!!YUMMY...

My skills...=.=Lan C-ing

In this blog i want to share a couple of pictures of cards I've made in these few years outta boredom as well as for [eherm].

so, the picture above can be considered my first handmade card.its a valentine card,so i guess you know da purpose..=.=


well, this is made outta boredom,to err...show "affection" while doing charity at same time.hehehehe. bought 3 of Circle K card,cut it out, and voila...this is da result.


this is one of my favourite project.hehe. again, this is made out of boredom,then kept in my room for like days, i think months before deciding to give it out.gave it to A for her birthday,along with da present.I seriously loves this card, coz i think its very colourful...fufufu.


this one is very simple but nice IMO, coz the heart is made out of words, which carries different meaning love can bring in my humble opinion.miss it too...bought a set of colour marker pen,just to do dis card...haha


a lovely card which is easy to make, but look super classy,in other word, dis card is my one trick pony.


AHA...this my friends,is a card made out of various crap[yes crap,not scrap] paper,which somehow seems to be very useful.after this ive never throw away any nice unwanted paper coz who knows i will use it like this.


This...Wei Chun, you gotta bangga....this is the first time ive made a card for a guy..lol..so gay.its a gutar card,resembling a fish[some say dragon] head as a body, while the guitar punya kepala is a motorbike.time wasting card..=.= very big also.there's another card,which i've lost the picture, is my best masterpiece.will get the picture ASAP,then hpe can show you guys.